Aprifileney0099

Every story has a last chapter, and this one has come to an end.

I'm just really sorry.

I've done a lot of thinking lately... Like, the kind of thinking that deprives a human being of decent sleeping. It was about many things; school, my friends, my life, my health, you all...

I had started writing the next chapters of 'My Other Other Half' and 'Fake Lovers, Imaginary Friends'... And then I came to some realizations: my writing would never be as good as it used to at the time of 'I'm Sooo Over You', and now since I don't watch the TD series anymore, it more felt like an obligation to write something than a pleasure.
I know myself, and I know that if I don't put my heart in it, I won't be able to put effort.
So I have no choice to tell you today that I will no longer write any fanfictions, either on dA or on FFN.

This is not me anymore. It's nothing against any of you. I swear, I think that you are the best people I've ever been done to meet in my entire life, and I love every single one of you that encouraged me and appreciated reading what I do. You have every right to be mad at me, to tell me I'm a selfish bitch, that I never finish what I start and that you hate me. I understand. But I just can't keep up with all of this. I need to find out some things about myself, to center.
I can't tell you I need time, because you gave me plenty of it in the last two months.

I guess I will keep my account, or perhaps deactivate it in a few weeks. I don't know...

I just want to tell you how much you all mean to me. People like Jaiden, Kaylie, True, Alexex, Claire, Emily, Rox, Hanna and sooo many people (I'm sorry if I can name all of you but you all have a special place in my heart and it will remain there forever)... Thank you for being here for me, for listening to me... Thank you for existing simply. I love you with all my heart .

If you want to stay in contact with me, well, there's still Formspring, facebook, msn and the last but not the least, Tumblr. Just inbox me and ask for them.

*sigh* well... this is the end. I don't want to let go... But well.. I have to.

Goodbye

~Kim

Ugh.

I can finally breathe now.

Today, at 11:30 this morning... I officially finished my last exam.
Which mean that now, I can confirm to you that I'm no longer a MIDDLE-SCHOOLER.

uuuuuuuugh FINALLY.

But yeah.... I'm not so looking forward to high school you know.... My friends and I have sneaked out to our new school this afternoon... Nothing exciting much, except that jerks were bursting crackers (and even that wasn't something I hadn't seen before).
So I guess I am not looking forward to anything.. Except getting rid of my middle school uniform (FINALLY) and summer.

And also, I'm back Well... Not so soon because I want to take time to relax a bit, but still; consider me back to the fold.

Okay, I will stop annoying you with my boring existence.

See you soon, sweethearts

Well.... Good afternoon dear everyone. Good to know I'm still breathing, right?

So, I've got some news for you. Interesting and uninteresting, you to judge.

First off, I'm doing a MASSIVE cleaning on my computer, which means I'm getting rid of all the useless shit I don't care about anymore. And.. yes, some of the documents were stories.

I've taken a decision. I will continue writing, but only original short stories and three fanfics:

Fake Lovers, Imaginary Friends: I'm going to High School next year, and I wanna know I'm actually right to be scared like Katie is... This story has a very important meaning to me, so I really want to continue it.

My Other Other Half: This is my first TxC story and I sure as hell won't give up on it.

The First One: I might re-write this one though... I'm quite unsatisfied with the vocabulary used.

Of course, I plan on doing MORE than writing... Believe me, I'll try a LOT of things this summer.

Anyways, I also wanted to tell you that I'm officially done with my FIRST final exam. HELL YES! So... Well, five left and I'm done with school. Damn... I just want to fast-forward everything and go straight to the beach ugh.

Haha, at least, to congratulate me for my efforts this year (Eh, I didn't fail in ANY school subject, ain't that fantastic?), my mother bought me a brand new iPod touch. Which means ANOTHER TOOL FOR WRITING.

Okay, done with talking. Now, since I can, I'm gonna do a MEME.

Eh... No need to read it. Just do what you want actually.

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Taken from :

1. Put your iPod/MP3 on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got this from.

Here it is:

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS, "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY,

B.O.B feat. Hayley Williams ~ Airplanes


2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

Timbaland ft. Nelly Furtado ~ Morning After Dark (what... I'm a Vampire?)


3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Leona Lewis ~ Happy


4. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

B.O.B. ft. Bruno Mars ~ Nothin' On You


5. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Lady Gaga ~ The Edge of Glory


6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Sheryl Crow ~ Good is Good


7. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Lady Gaga ~ Love Games (OKAY I ADMIT I OFTEN THINK LIKE THAT...)


8. WHAT IS 2+2?

Mariah Carey ~ We Belong Together


9. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Owl City ~ Fireflies


10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

David Guetta ft. Rihanna ~ Who's That Chick (lolwhut)


11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Glee ~ True Colors


12. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Amber Pacific ~ Gone So Young (WHAT?!!!!)


13. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Glee Cast ~ Don't Stop Believin'


14. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Augustana ~ Boston


15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Hedley ~ For The Nights I Can't Remember


16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Far East Movement ~ Like A G6 (well... That's wonderful)


17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

New Boyz ft. Chris Brown ~ Better With The Lights Off


18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Glee Cast ~ I Look to You (awwww C


19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Ke$ha ~ Take It Off (yes... I wanna keep my clothes on)


20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Nicki Minaj ~ Super Bass (?!!!)


21. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

A Day To Remember ~ If It Means a Lot to You


22. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Justin Bieber ~ Baby (WELL THAT'S FUNNY)


23. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Bullet for My Valentine ~ Hearts Burst Into Fire


24. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Simple Plan ft. Rivers Cuomo ~ Can't Keep My Hands Off You (I take it as a yes....)


25. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

Kings Of Leon ~ Pyro


26. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Mumm-Ra ~ She's Got You High

27. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND CHANGE ONE THING?

Justin Timberlake ~ What Goes Around Comes Around (well said)


28. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

Katy Perry ~ The One That Got Away


29. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Jay Sean ft Lil' Wayne ~ Down (ironic much?)

I Tag.... You know I never tag anyone so... Yeah goodbye

Just so you know, even though you don't care.

And the exams are almost done... Two more weeks and I'll be back on here writing my ass off for you. I have.. plenty of ideas

OKAY BYEZ

I've got some good and bad news for you.

First, my computer works! Finally... As you could notice

Second, I won't be on as much as I used to... And I won't update my stories so soon either. The exam period will be starting in a few weeks and I have to study my butt off to get good grades... Yay ¬¬ I'll check my messages regularly, but I won't be really available.

And third, *sighs* I'm seriously considering leaving fandom writing or anything related to fandom definitively... Total Drama as much as Glee. Nothing against any of you, but I just lost the thing I had for it at the start. Don't worry, I will keep writing, but only on original stories, poems and maybe more (I GOT A TABLET! )... But no more fandom, sorry.

I blow you kisses from my far-far away wonderland, but I do not forget you... I will think of it, just to see what I truly want. But I will be back ASAP, it's a promise.

And I always hold my promises.



Party hard, but don't miss me too much, kay?